storing all my complaints so i dont explode and so i dont end up saying shit to actual people and end up having to explain why i hate everyone and everything

I don't even know why I'm typing out this stupid draft its not like im going to post it or anything. i guess i have nowhere else to go to complain :/

ill make this my official complaining draft where i write down all my complaints so i dont feel tempted to expose myself to the world.

1. ive started forgetting things again (speaking of which hi future me in case you forgot what this blog is check the draft labeled "click this if you don't know what this is or why its always open on your laptop" and DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES POST ON HERE UNTIL YOU ARE CAUGHT UP AND HAVE READ EVERYTHING THEY CANT KNOW ABOUT THIS)

2. i still have nightmares about the rainers

3. half the time i dont even want to help these people because why should i when they all look at me like a helpless little sheep

4. oh yeah in case it wasnt clear im still dying

5. payton and henny STILL wont fucking get a hold of me

6. ada keeps giving me weird looks whenever i go in to buy something at the convenience store

7. all the hate silas is getting on the raido like what the fuck hes such a nice guy

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